going crazy.........

and i have the same problem again....as usual..in here i put most of everything on what i feel..

yeah...

feeling...
tension....
embarrassed...
down..........
like no one cares...........
like i'm the one who always did the very simplest same mistakes.......

like people is watching at me............
waiting for my second mistakes............................................

o allah.............

help me.......
help me emptying all those feeling...so i wont have to feel burden on me...........
help me facing these situations...so i wont have to feel afraid anymore.........

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