Hello TING TING...
Ada orang tanya tadi..
bila kau nak kahwin?
dan saya jawab...
dah tak jumpe orangnye...
herm..sebenarnye bukan setakat tu saje...
banyak lagi sebab musabab...
kalau nak nyatakan..macam sebab-sebab biasa...
kumpulan kewangan tak nampak lagi..
family first...
sendiri pun tak lepas...
rase macam tak yakin nak jadi mak orang...ek??
paling penting...
orang nye..sape??
hm..patut jawab tadi dengan budak tu..
belum ada jodoh...
saya pun yang sebenarnya segan jugak orang tanya
keliling dah hampir settle nak kahwin..
saya?haha..saya dan saya..kalau tak dah ubah saya dan 'dia'..haha
hmm..macam biase...hidup...
kenal dan kawan..datang dan pergi..
orang yang kita harap berjauh hati...
orang tidak harap datang menanti...
saya tak pernah mahu sakitkan hati sesiapa..
seperti mana saya tau rasa itu..
impak dari itu,saya senang mengalir air mata..
kawan baik balik terengganu sebab kahwin sabtu ini pun..
lepas dia keluar,terus nangis..
hm..sunyi...die tinggal dengan saya masa tahun pertama u dan skrg..
mestilah saya gembira juga..cume,nasib tak dapat g terengganu je nak bas..keje..
kalau tidak,habis mekap..oh
hm...rasa dah ralat dengan semua ni...
kalau ada gua nak sembunyi je kat situ..
oh...
dapat jodoh..harapnya he's the best..and the one..
Friday, May 27, 2011
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
WASWAS
Syak wasangka=waswas=ragu-ragu=kosa kata yang sama...
malam ini bukan malam belajar bahasa ye adik-adik...
ini malam saya nak cerita pasal kosa kata di atas ni...
ye..
saya was was pada diri...
jarang sangat menjadi orang yang yakin..
yang percaya setiap tindakannya itu betul-betul betul...
saya ingat lagi,terlintas di hati kenapa pilih bidang yang membolehkan saya masuk U..
biar saya jadi orang yang sentiasa berfikir..sentiasa dekat dengan allah...biarla masa tu hati kalau boleh tak ngadap buku dalam sejam tak boleh..kalau boleh nak sentuh jugak..walaupun hanya sentuh..CEH!
wat ever...
sbb was was saya ni la...jadinya tak dapat nak menjadi orang yang hatinya betul-betul kuat..
selalu aje hati dikuak rase itu..rase ini...lagi2 melibatkan perasaan...
padehal,pada orang lain...perkara kecik je tuh...huk (~>~)
wahai diri...kuatlah dan tabahlah mengharungi hidup ini...
ini doa mengelak was was sebagai share kita bersama k..senang aje doa ni...
amalkan selalu (peringatan kepada diri ini juga~.~) :)
Maksudnya:
malam ini bukan malam belajar bahasa ye adik-adik...
ini malam saya nak cerita pasal kosa kata di atas ni...
ye..
saya was was pada diri...
jarang sangat menjadi orang yang yakin..
yang percaya setiap tindakannya itu betul-betul betul...
saya ingat lagi,terlintas di hati kenapa pilih bidang yang membolehkan saya masuk U..
biar saya jadi orang yang sentiasa berfikir..sentiasa dekat dengan allah...biarla masa tu hati kalau boleh tak ngadap buku dalam sejam tak boleh..kalau boleh nak sentuh jugak..walaupun hanya sentuh..CEH!
wat ever...
sbb was was saya ni la...jadinya tak dapat nak menjadi orang yang hatinya betul-betul kuat..
selalu aje hati dikuak rase itu..rase ini...lagi2 melibatkan perasaan...
padehal,pada orang lain...perkara kecik je tuh...huk (~>~)
wahai diri...kuatlah dan tabahlah mengharungi hidup ini...
ini doa mengelak was was sebagai share kita bersama k..senang aje doa ni...
amalkan selalu (peringatan kepada diri ini juga~.~) :)
Maksudnya:
Aku berlindung dengan Allah daripada syaitan yang direjam".
Saturday, April 30, 2011
INCUBUS
someone told me to check out for incubus songs..
kind of terbaek he said...aha!
so,for several days i search for it..
for as far as i knew,that band comes in my mind since i'm in 2nd year in U..haha
hm,like very much ~ love hurts, anti gravity..~
overall,prefer songs from lifehouse,hoobastank,MCR,ONE REPUBLIC,coldplay..
but since he said,hey..try search for it..
well, i did that..
and i can tell u i pretty much like both of this
ADOLESCENTS & PARDON ME (pardon me not from their new album I guess)
check this out~~~~
layannnz :)
kind of terbaek he said...aha!
so,for several days i search for it..
for as far as i knew,that band comes in my mind since i'm in 2nd year in U..haha
hm,like very much ~ love hurts, anti gravity..~
overall,prefer songs from lifehouse,hoobastank,MCR,ONE REPUBLIC,coldplay..
but since he said,hey..try search for it..
well, i did that..
and i can tell u i pretty much like both of this
ADOLESCENTS & PARDON ME (pardon me not from their new album I guess)
check this out~~~~
layannnz :)
Saturday, April 23, 2011
how do you feel today...?
I realize other people making blog for money...
Don't care too much on it..i do this for intention to write..
Such an impressive to see how other people can write down their ideas about everything..
Looks like its not for me...
Write as baaad as i want....don't care who's gonna read those i wrote...
I pick this like my own diary....
so do they care? i don't care~
and for now...
Feeling like sitting on a toilet for a whole day..thinking of...
do i made a right decision as i chose this?
i knew i'm not the kind of 'very toughful heartless bravery' girl..
Too many person giving me a shoulder for me to lie on..
for months i kept on trying to forget..and move on..
after those experiences i've been through ......
afraid i Am being bullied right now...
hm..its like this...leave the past...
but i will not letting other people do that again...
I WONT
Don't care too much on it..i do this for intention to write..
Such an impressive to see how other people can write down their ideas about everything..
Looks like its not for me...
Write as baaad as i want....don't care who's gonna read those i wrote...
I pick this like my own diary....
so do they care? i don't care~
and for now...
Feeling like sitting on a toilet for a whole day..thinking of...
do i made a right decision as i chose this?
i knew i'm not the kind of 'very toughful heartless bravery' girl..
Too many person giving me a shoulder for me to lie on..
for months i kept on trying to forget..and move on..
after those experiences i've been through ......
afraid i Am being bullied right now...
hm..its like this...leave the past...
but i will not letting other people do that again...
I WONT
Monday, April 18, 2011
aaa ha...part time??
18th april 2011......
i'm taking leave this day...
uhh...
should be I'M taking 'resign'....
hopefully...cepatlaa job lain...
ek?betul ke ayat bi aku tadi?
chatting with my older coursemate recently in fb..
currently teaching at tuition centre...
heard her babble...'penat..penat...he..like what i felt the past'
must be tired la friend...monday till sunday working everyday...
but hey.....it worth right?
hurm......
kalau dapat keje normal hours nanti...
i wanna get back on giving tuition...
but..based on my strenght level jugak..haha...!
hurm..ape lagi ye selain tuition to make as a part timer??
i'm taking leave this day...
uhh...
should be I'M taking 'resign'....
hopefully...cepatlaa job lain...
ek?betul ke ayat bi aku tadi?
chatting with my older coursemate recently in fb..
currently teaching at tuition centre...
heard her babble...'penat..penat...he..like what i felt the past'
must be tired la friend...monday till sunday working everyday...
but hey.....it worth right?
hurm......
kalau dapat keje normal hours nanti...
i wanna get back on giving tuition...
but..based on my strenght level jugak..haha...!
hurm..ape lagi ye selain tuition to make as a part timer??
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Backstreet Boys - Safest Place To Hide [Guitar Version] Lyrics
***
SAFEST PLACE TO HIDE....
This song has a lot of meaning for me..for years i sing it personally...
wishing that a man can sing this song for me...
hurm..
is there??
hurm...think not....
what ever it is..
wake up!
and move on...!
***
***
Any Way The Wind Blows
Can't tell you the truth
'Least I don't lie about that
Kind of comfort in you
Comes when you lie right back
Safe from such a strange point of view
To hear your own words on you
How much do you go to be gone?
You are any way the wind blows
Any way the wind blows in
Don't wanna come down too low
Any way the wind blows
Any way the wind blows in
Any way the wind blows in
Similar creatures we are
Chasing the pipe dream down
Love elusive so far
Keeps us divided now
Go, go on and write me love songs
So I have something to sing when your gone
How much do you go to be gone?
You are any way the wind blows
Any way the wind blows in
Don't wanna come down too low
Any way the wind blows
Any way the wind blows in
Don't wanna come down
Do you know the way
To be in one place but sway?
Anyway the wind's blowin'
You are love, you are love
You are monsters and angels
Untouched, unseen
All in one, all in one
I take all that you are
'Cause you're just like me
But you move and it's hard
To stay close to a satellite
So I lose sight of you
Till you come round again
I'm watching the wind
Hey ay, hey ay, ay
Anyway the wind's blowin'
How much do you go to be gone?
You are any way the wind blows
Any way the wind blows in
Don't wanna come down too low
Any way the wind blows
Any way the wind blows in
Don't wanna come down
Do you know the way
To be in one place but stay?
Any way the wind's blowin'
Any way the wind's blowin'
**any where the wind blows......let the wind brings me..here and there....***
Read more: SARA BAREILLES - ANY WAY THE WIND BLOWS LYRICS http://www.metrolyrics.com/any-way-the-wind-blows-lyrics-sara-bareilles.html#ixzz1JPLBeAMa
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'Least I don't lie about that
Kind of comfort in you
Comes when you lie right back
Safe from such a strange point of view
To hear your own words on you
How much do you go to be gone?
You are any way the wind blows
Any way the wind blows in
Don't wanna come down too low
Any way the wind blows
Any way the wind blows in
Any way the wind blows in
Similar creatures we are
Chasing the pipe dream down
Love elusive so far
Keeps us divided now
Go, go on and write me love songs
So I have something to sing when your gone
How much do you go to be gone?
You are any way the wind blows
Any way the wind blows in
Don't wanna come down too low
Any way the wind blows
Any way the wind blows in
Don't wanna come down
Do you know the way
To be in one place but sway?
Anyway the wind's blowin'
You are love, you are love
You are monsters and angels
Untouched, unseen
All in one, all in one
I take all that you are
'Cause you're just like me
But you move and it's hard
To stay close to a satellite
So I lose sight of you
Till you come round again
I'm watching the wind
Hey ay, hey ay, ay
Anyway the wind's blowin'
How much do you go to be gone?
You are any way the wind blows
Any way the wind blows in
Don't wanna come down too low
Any way the wind blows
Any way the wind blows in
Don't wanna come down
Do you know the way
To be in one place but stay?
Any way the wind's blowin'
Any way the wind's blowin'
**any where the wind blows......let the wind brings me..here and there....***
Read more: SARA BAREILLES - ANY WAY THE WIND BLOWS LYRICS http://www.metrolyrics.com/any-way-the-wind-blows-lyrics-sara-bareilles.html#ixzz1JPLBeAMa
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